Hello, I'm KC. I'm an 18 year old girl living in Florida. I'm am a great lover of quotes, among other things. Music makes me feel alive. I suffer from Fibromyalgia on top of many different other ailments and use this blog to vent about my daily struggles
Another note: Amy I know you could easily find this bog If you have any respect for me though, I urge you to just close the window now and not read a word.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
I like flaws and feel more comfortable around people who have them. I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions.
“Magical Thinking: True Stories” by Augusten Burroughs (via julie911)
If you’re a “nice guy” to a girl up until you realize she doesn’t want to date you, then go on about how she’s a cold shrew that friendzoned you and how no girls date nice guys, like, nah mate, girls do date nice guys. You just aren’t a nice guy. You’re a passive aggressive beta with internalized misogyny and a serious victim complex.
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Somethings wrong today. I just spent ten minutes looking in the mirror. I seriously didn’t recognize the person looking back at me. My face looked so weird, like I’ve never seen it before.
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All I ate today was a piece of bread. Even then, I felt awful five minutes after I ate it. I think the only reason I let myself gain so much weight in the last few months was I just didn’t think I would be around much longer. Now that I actually have a will to stay around, my body feels like a blimp.
I don’t want to be a slave to an ed again.
“I don’t think hell is fiery pits and the devil. I think hell is constant pain never set off by anything specific. Constant, relentless, overwhelming fatigue. And having to live your entire life watching everyone else not have to deal these things.”
This has such a powerful meaning to it. Because sometimes, it is too late to save someone, once you realize how much they’ve needed help, they’re already gone. When you realize you shouldn’t have said those last words to that person, that you could change those words. I often hear “oh they were such a wonderful person, they didn’t need to go this way”, here’s an idea, tell them these things while they’re still alive. It can make a difference, even a simple smile. Watch what you say to people, because you never know, that could be their last day on Earth.
This picture, my god.
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I’m done
I fucked this up so bad. Oh god, oh oh god. I’m speechless when I should be screaming.
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I have a question for my fellow GP bloggers?
So I was looking through my medical record today and found my information on my gastric emptying study. I had the test down in Dec. of 2010, and since then I believe my gastroparesis has only worsened.
I was looking up online today and they said the normal range for the half time for the gastric emptying used with our favorite radioactive egg is like 60 to 100 minutes. Mine in 2010, was at 205.
Anyone of you who have had the test done, what were your numbers like?
THIS. THIS IS WHAT I’M FEELING, LATELY. THIS IS MY DEPRESSION. Well. A portion of it.
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